It's Two on Thursday

By Me

I just wrote the crappiest, most complainingist blog post so far and I deleted all of it...I lost my voice in real life and I think that I was taking it all out on Blogger...Hope you have a great day!  (Thursday is my most favorite day of the week!)


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I've got his heart in my hand

Holding on to Mike's ring. They've taken him back. Waiting in the waiting room. Feel half asleep and in a daze. A planned surgery but a surgery no less. Makes me nervous but I know he'll come out all fixed up. Going to read my book and watch the TODAY show and probably eavesdrop a lot on other people's conversations. At least it's an outpatient surgical office so everyone's mood is light. Mike requested Chic Fil A for lunch afterward. I wonder how he'll feel when he gets done...I'm looking forward to a slow recovery weekend. Wow seems as though everyone here in my little waiting room family knows each other. Just saw a kid's table and books in the corner, could've brought Mas but I know he's having more fun with his buds. Coldplay is on TV, they are just the happiest people on Earth aren't they?! A little gross to me this early in the morning although I do like their older stuff. Okay well I'm rambling. Gonna read my book now and watch the clock...

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Tomorrow is a day that has never happened to me before.

With that in mind each day is made special. Concentrating solely on school and home life without the stress of a job for the past week has been quite liberating. Although I have been worrying myself to death at times about money, about how long we can go before things take a turn for the worst, I have been enjoying the down time. Especially the passion for life and the flood of creativity that has returned!

I guess I'm trying to say that looking at the bigger picture makes you realize that you can do whatever you put your heart into. It will be amazing some days and gut wrenching the next but listen to your inner voice and focus on the journey. You learn a lot about yourself when you do what you think you can't. Whether it's practicing a yoga move or moving to a new place and starting a new life. Everything has challenges. I am lucky to have a very supportive family and lots of great friends.

When I think of the worst that can happen it always brings up the fear of failure. In looking back I can't remember a time when I have ever failed at something I really wanted. I have always felt special and had a great inner voice that has given me strength. I am still learning to listen to that voice and to trust that the universe does have my back.

I am dreaming big right now, thinking of all the rad hair I'm going to do and of all the excitement it will bring to my life. I really can't wait to expel this energy that I have and create a job and a different style of living for myself. I am so anxious to learn and learn and learn at this point. And all that energy is spreading into all parts of my life!

Just remember to be the person you want to be. Don't fall into the everyday-ness of life. Be sure to relax but do something that excites you (and yes, impulse buying is okay once in a while!) This will bring you joy and other people will be inspired. You will affect and touch people's lives and you will be satisfied as you go to sleep each night. That is what my inner voice says. All great things come from within and you should trust and have faith that you will never fail if you create a path with heart.

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Taste the Rainbow

While I love color, color and more COLOR all around me the Bridges home just got a bit more of a subdued, sophisticated color makeover.  And one that we could live with for a while.  My aunt from Judy Cook Interiors was at it again helping us with paint colors and giving me a much needed push to just do it when I kept asking are you sure about this color???  All in all I think the new scheme is great and has a really fresh, home-y feel and it isn't too blah which was a major scary factor for me!  So here are a few before and afters for you to enjoy! 


 Living Room

Dining Room/Kitchen

Guest Room

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